It's going to be the longest day ever

Holy shit I really hate this day! If I make it without breaking into tears a couple times I will be surprised. And of course it doesn't help on top of everything my boyfriend is being a complete poophead to me, and I'm so done with it. I know he's stressed and so am I, but doesn't mean he can't be a complete jerk to me. I'm venting hard, and I really need it! I'm sorry to anyone that decides to read my post today because it will probably put you in a bad mood today :/ I know I was all about the positive energy yesterday and what the hell happened!! Idk but it better flow back this fucking way...

Hell week

Soo I tried to think of something else fun and interesting to write about instead of how I'm about to drown in school work this week but nothing else is on my mind... I most worried about our method section paper! On the other two paper I managed to get high B's, but I'd really like an A on this one. It might be a determining factor in whether I can get an A in the class, and I want it soo bad! Recently this gpa and grad school business has got me stressing as well and I'm not even there yet! I'm retaking two classes next semester and it should put me on a good track but the waiting game is killing me. I'll make it though just have to keep up the positive energy! 

Trying to recover...

So this weekend was the formal, and it was the perfect break I needed before these next two crazy weeks! It was so much fun, but it definitely took a tole on my body. I am exhausted! But it was worth it. I love taking trips to the beach because mainly the warm weather and the seafood! I've recently have tried calms and muscles and they are delicious. At one of the restaurants that we ate at we took muscle shots that was beer cocktail sauce and the muscle in the bottom and they were awesome. But cheers to this week going well and me surviving...  

Too much blogging....

I've become so repetitive with all these blog post... What else is there to write! well I know I could probably come up with something creative if I took the time, but all my time is now taken with school and stress. But these blogs are kinda a stress reliever... if only I could remember to do them all the time. So I guess I'll share something kinda lame... but I like to play pool a lot. Every Tuesday and Thursday I have a break from 2- 3:30 and I play pool with my boyfriend in the student union. Don't get me wrong I really suck! but with all the practicing I've been doing I have been getting a lot better, and I even beat my boyfriend once :) but kinda sad I won't get to play today cause too much work :/ so the stress continues to pile on....

Blogging early...

It feels a little too early to blog right now... I'm feeling a little tired this morning you could say but I have an immense amount of stuff to do today :/ probably more stuff than I estimated time for but I am going to do the impossible and make it all happen. I have such a tight schedule I had to literally write everything down time by time so I can make it happen. The highlight of my day is getting to observe the children, they are so sweet and make my day :) I seriously can't wait to work with children! 

I wish it would stop raining...

So not a clever tittle, but gheez!! I really wish it would stop raining! It's really decreasing my motivation and this week coming up, that's the last thing I need to happen! I guess I'm going to formal this weekend with my boyfriend, and a cooler is the last thing I want to do right now... Along with all my other school work, but I have to get it done :/ but on a brighter note I'll be going to the beach, and it better not be raining there!! So cheers to this week flying by and this weekend slowing down on beach time :) 

Peaceful rainy Monday

Well I haven't done much today, and I'd like to blame it on the rain... But I'm not even upset! I took an awesome nap and had the wildest dream. I know everybody likes to talk about their dreams, but yet nobody is a fan of listening... And I've always been a fan of recapping the really weird and crazy dreams I've had. But I'll spare everybody and not going into details about my crazy dreams. I'm sure if anyone has takin' melatonin they know the crazy dream struggle too. Only problem with napping for so long today is hopefully I'll be able to sleep tonight :/ 

Darty all day

I am loving these sunny days! And this weekend was perfect! Saturday was a darty filled day and it was awesome! I woke up Saturday relaxed and ready for the day. I started off going to mint for a delicious Indian buffet and endless mimosas.( a weird but perfect combination) from there we mossied on to the driving range to hit some golf balls, and ended the rest of the afternoon with a kickin darty. I'll spare all the details but there was a flip and slip, dizzy bat, and a band to kept us going and the cops weren't going to stop us. As I catch up on all my school work today, I still looking back and it was totally worth it :) 

Blogger app...

So I downloaded the blogger app, and trust me it wasn't because I wanted to.. For some reason gmail can't figure out when I switch accounts between my school email and my personal email, and now I can't open my blog on my computer anymore 😠 ( and I wonder if the emoji I just used you can even see!) but it's not bad, it's kinda like I'm texting but I'm writing some super long sappy text to my boyfriend... But I know I'm getting shit done so I'm texting away but really on my blog ;) ... And I even posted a picture of the new doggies my family rescued because it's so much easier on your phone! And they are cutie pies! 

Thursday night library night...

Woah! First off I am going to take time to mention that I am actually writing a blog before the scheduled Sunday, Monday, Tuesday writings… So I'm really having a productive as fuck kinda day! Those days when you actually are super productive you feel so good about yourself, and you wonder why you usually can't stop procrastinating, and can't have those days everyday… Well I think I'm finally starting to realize this, and I even had a productive as fuck week! And now that is something to end your week on! Excuse me for being excited, but I'm usually the procrastination queen, and tonight I am even working on assignments for next week! Instead of the normal Sunday cram session… But then again it FUCKING sucks being in the library late on a Thursday night.. so we will see how long this productive Jordan lasts…

The fastest blog ever!

Well today is going to be a long day! Class all day, then dance class at 6:30 then from there I have to write a paper :( But after all is said and done I am going to enjoy maybe a couple glasses of wine.. I'm really not a wine person, but it does make me feel classy! But I would enjoy a good beer any day over a glass of wine. There is only one wine I even really like, and it is still pretty poopy. But in the end I will be wasting away watching house of cards :)

sleepyy

Soo before I really fall asleep while writing my lit paper… I remembered I needed to write a blog. So here is goes… uhh I dropped my chemistry class today which I am thinking was the right move, but we will see if I am also saying that this summer. But currently I had a C in the class, and it honestly I don't think was getting any better. It is fucking hard! Am sure I have asked this before, but why in the world is chemistry required for grad school!! But fuck it, just one more bullshit class and hears to senior year!

Bloggin Blues

Ehh.. back to blogging. It's really not my favorite thing to do, and maybe it because I feel pressure to make every blog post clever, but either way I'm pretty tired of blogging… but here it goes anyways…. Spring Break of course was the much needed break, and it was great. I went to the lake house with my boyfriend and 5 more of our friends, and shenanigans were had.. and unfortunately that also meant a trip to the emergency room to pop one of our friend's shoulder's back in after a slip off the dock. In the end we all survived so it's considered a win. After getting back from the lake it wasn't long after we decided to continue to follow the warm weather and make a day trip to the beach, but that really meant a day of drinks and staying as close to the warm sand as possible to avoid the chilly winds. In the end, spring break was truly a success and a small reminder of the warm weather to come :)

Chemistry

So unfortunately this semester I am taking Chemistry... Small rant but why in the world is it required to have physics or chemistry for grad school CSD majors.. like WTF! As you can guess chemistry sucks!! I have a test tomorrow, and it sucks going into a test when you feel like no matter how hard you study and try on the test you are still going to come away with a B :/ The last test I did really bad on, and didn't even finish many parts of the test, so I have to do good this time! ? If only school could be a whole lot easier... lol

Just Keepin it Swimming

Another Cliche motto of my life ^, but I mean at least it's a good one.... I pretty sure I say this to myself at least once a day, and especially this week! But I don't really care to talk about what seems like to be the never ending week (It's only Monday...)  But I do want to talk about my fish! Yes some might say that all fish do are eat swim around in their own shit, but I think they are beautiful! So the initial quest for fish did not start until last year at the time of my boyfriend's birthday. I remember him saying one day in Walmart as we passed a led glow tank that it would be really cool to own a fish tank like that. Soo being the loving girlfriend I am, I remembered this long last comment, and surprised him on his birthday with his very own fish tank. (So yes I guess technically they aren't my fish... but they might as well be!) We have gone through a couple of trials before getting the whole fish owner thing just right (I think 5 fish have been lost to the golden throne) but just recently we went through a whole new upgrade, and got a big 10 gallon tank! Currently we have 6 fish. The oldest fish has made it a little over a year old. They all have hispanic names based off of their personalities, the oldest one is el rojo, next is el pico, then fin grande, la heriona, and our two cleaning fish house and keeping. I would truly miss them if they passed away!

I hope I Survive...

Holy Moly I'm stressed!! Well I think I am... but stress is a really strange emotion for me. I see that I have a lot to do which would typically stress people out, so I figure I should be stressed too... right? I don't feel anxious or worried... I just have a lot to do. I know in the end I'll figure out how to get it all done no matter what, and it's just the long process I dread. I probably also don't feel stressed because I have pretty much perfected procrastination. I live by a cliche motto that life is too short to worry which fits in perfectly with my forever "go with the flow" probably too chill attitude. So in the end whatever happens during the week never discourages me because the big picture is always brighter!

Snow Savior?

So the snow this morning might have been my savior for the week...? I don't know if this is a good or bad thing. On one hand I am getting some assignments pushed back, but is this going to put me even more behind? But instead of worrying I am just going to take it as a blessing in disguise. I'm mainly worried about my child development class that has a developmentally analysis due on Thursday. This paper requires 4 hours of observation beforehand at Lucy Brock, a learning center for children. And unfortunately, I've completed none due to all of the snow last week. So just one more assignment that I'm hoping gets pushed back. So in conclusion I hope the snow keeps coming..? I think..

Blah Monday

WOAH I'm stressed! This next two weeks are going to zero fun. Everything piled up real fast, and I am left in a bit of a panic. I remember in high school when my teachers would have to coordinate with each other to make sure we didn't have more than 2 test in a day. WHAT HAPPENED! I mean obviously I know that a system like such would never work in college! but man it would cut down on all these weird periods where I have to work like crazy and the other times when I have nothing to do. But like everyone else I'm sure spring break is going to be my saving glory! I've planned nothing elaborate, but you better bet you will find my butt in the sand somewhere with a drink in my hand. But stay with it my fellow CSD peeps we will make it!

The much anticipated Golden 21st

Cheers fucking hell yeah to being 21! Finally made it to being legal, and made it there with only one drinking ticket. It was much anticipated and felt just as good as I thought it would. I celebrated the whole weekend of course, and it was a ton of fun! I made it out to the bar Friday night at midnight to get my picture next to the clock... which I was going to post but the laziness has the best of me today. I woke up Saturday feeling a little hungover, but totally ready for the day ahead. After I showered my boyfriend surprised me with a huge gift basket of candy and every airplane shooter imaginable sticking out. It was too much fun picking out different shots to take throughout the day. Next on the list, I was wasting no time to get to the ABC store. That place is NEAT! I could spend so much time looking at all the bottles, but after spending 20 minutes I had picked out my first purchase of 1800 tequila. Feeling satisfied we headed over to waffle house next for a delicious brunch. After fueling my stomach it was time to start the shenanigans! To start the day off we made a cooler filled with a mix drink called pineapple express, Its to die for! (pineapple juice, pint of vodka, pint of coconut malibu, fresh lime juice, and basil) But careful though it's dangerous, doesn't taste like there is any alcohol. After enjoying a few of these drinks and hanging out with friends, we headed out to tapp room. It was my first time eating there and it was awesome! and of course it helped I got to order a beer with my burger this time :) I felt the food coma coming and the nap to follow. After an hour and a half nap I was refreshed and ready for round 2. It was 9:00 at that point and it was time to party! My boyfriend lives in the SAE house... soo you could say we get to party a lot. The theme last night was jam in your jammies, and it was a great time. Parties are usually always interesting... but I have a good time with my boyfriend. Somehow I managed to stay up to the end of the night. I ended the night after everyone left with another straight hour of dancing with the remaining stragglers, and finally made it to bed at 4:00 am. Overall the night could have not gone better! And as for today I'm hanging in there on a not so hungover Sunday.

Another Snow Day

Yayy! Its another snow day. And no classes for me.. well maybe if I go to my 3:30 class. Snow days make me feel lazy, but I can't be lazy today. School work for me! It's ok though I didn't have much to do this week, but I know the weeks to come are going to be insanely busy. Midterms are making me feel pretty nervous, but I am going to start studying now instead of my usual procrastination. I'm also hoping to make really good grades this semester, but it doesn't look that promising right now :/ If these snow days keep happening though I may never get anything done.

Why I HATE Snow!

BUT not really,,, I love snow! It's pretty to look at when it's so peacefully falling down. It oddly reminds me of Edward Scissor's Hand, and that weird scene… but thats another story. Snow days are great, and near and dear to my heart. But what kid doesn't love a day off from school! I was all down for playing in this white powder, and thankfully so were my neighborhood friends. My brother and his older friend built jumps off of various objects, and unfortunately I was the genie pig for there experiments because I was the youngest and one of the smallest. So I tested every jump first with my plastic sled. It was always ridiculous and unsafe, and I always managed to run into a car or a tree or just completely wipe out. AND this is why I should hate snow, but yet I still love every snow just the same (even when its slapping me in the face)

Valentines Day Recap

I always try to think of a clever tittle, and this one is not… and neither is this blog post. It's fitting. Honestly, Valentines Day sucks if you're not for it, but I am cliche and follow this social norm, and generally enjoy it. Helps that I have an adoring boyfriend who makes Valentines day a special day about me. This year we didn't have any plans, and I was down for it. We woke up and made breakfast together (suppose to be breakfast in bed, but I ruined it..), then we made a supposed trip to Walmart, but a surprise adventure to Kilwins was well needed instead :) After this I ask if we could go see the new 50 Shades of Gray movie, and we ventured to the movies around 4. Unfortunately, Our plans were changed, after buying both tickets and popcorn, the movie theatre had no seats left. Soo we took our popcorn home, and sadly watched another movie until we made another great plan to venture to Mellow Mushroom. This time we added a third party and brought my boyfriend's roommate, and that meant I was stuck as DD so the boys could drink :( I was fine with it till they decided to have 4 drinks… BUT WTF. So I'm still salty.. but I mean really tho..Whatever stay tuned for golden 21 coming to you this hungover Sunday! In conclusion, came home passed out around 8:30 and that was the end of my Valentines day.

I'm in a dance company?

Soo as you all probably guessed because of the tittle, I just auditioned and made it into a dance company here in Boone. A lady who teaches class here at Appalachian actually just opened her own study, and she made a new dance company with it! I'm not gonna lie this is pretty exciting for me. I haven't danced seriously since my junior year of high school so it's been a while since I have got to perform a lot on stage. But.. by no means is this new company going to be performing on stage any time soon; however, we will get to do smaller showings and work a lot on different pieces. And believe it or not there is another girl in the CSD major that is in the company as well! To sum it all up I'm extremely glad to back dancing! and until next time bloggers... I'll be twirlin'

Snazzy Weekend

Well it's time to blog again… As you all know this was a darty filled weekend of nice weather, but no I did not darty, instead I spent lovely afternoons with my wonderful adoring parents. My birthday is two weekends from now( be on the lookout for the "Golden 21st" blog post, its gonna be a wild one) soo my parents took me out shopping and out to eat to two fabulous places I must recommend: Proper, always a favorite if you are looking for a great southern meal, and a new place we tried in blowing rock called Bistro Roco. It was extremely reasonable for the delicious meal we engulfed! I am a huge foodie so let me know of anywhere new and delicious to try and I'll be there! By the way I am dying to try the indian restaurant Mint, but no one to go with that likes indian food….?? Hit a girl up! But to sum it all up the weekend was great, and I hope everyone got to enjoy that snazzy weather!

Blog on a Tuesday

Blog going up!… on a Tuesday.. It's a typical Tuesday for me today nothing special going on. My Cultural Diversity class got canceled like usual and I am already up for the day with not much to do. But that's not so true cause I always have something I could be doing, but procrastination usually gets the better of me. I have my first chemistry test of the semester tomorrow, and I'm not gonna lie, I am not prepared at all! Chemistry or any science really is not my thing, and especially science that includes math which also is especially not my thing! Once I'm finished writing this blog chemistry is taking over me :( Sooo to draw out this blog seems like the better plan to me. I wish I had more to write on this boring Tuesday, but until next time bloggers…

The dip trifecta

So I was totally correct in saying last time that I am poop at blogging, but I guess that what happens when you go with the flow too much… But just a flashback to yesterday, SuperBowl Sunday, or as I am beginning to call it dip day! I like sports I guess… but lets just say I'd rather have a Hunter S. Thompson kind of SuperBowl Sunday, and hit the road and skip the whole thing. Actually going might be cool, but watching it on the tv, am I even watching a game? or just close ups of players and coaches, and pointless advertising commercials. Soo instead of really caring about the game I put all my effort towards the dip trifecta! And this year I really wanted to nail it ( last year didn't go so well..) so I went for homemade buffalo chicken dip, guacamole, and a cheese queso dip. And I gotta say I don't remember watching too much of the Super Bowl in-between my bites, and too much after eating because the back of my eyelids looked too good!

Well here it goes… This is my first blog I have ever started, and it's pretty strange to me.. It's like a diary, but online that you share with people to read?? I've never been too good at sharing facts about my personal life so this might become pretty challenging for me. But for a start, I am a 20 year old that rolls with the flow. Before I decided to actually go to college my plan was to become a professional dancer with a ballet company. I had been dancing all my life up to my junior year until life threw me curve, and changed my entire life plans. I went to college not really wanting to go, and with no clue of what I really wanted to do. CSD was something my best friend originally had mentioned to me, and once I checked it out some more I was down to give it a shot. After taking some of the starting classes I felt like CSD was something I might want to pursue. It was not until to my own surprise, that I myself had a communication disorder, that I truly felt like I had fell into the right major. I'm really happy that I found where I want to be, and I'm glad it's with such great people :)