It's going to be the longest day ever

Holy shit I really hate this day! If I make it without breaking into tears a couple times I will be surprised. And of course it doesn't help on top of everything my boyfriend is being a complete poophead to me, and I'm so done with it. I know he's stressed and so am I, but doesn't mean he can't be a complete jerk to me. I'm venting hard, and I really need it! I'm sorry to anyone that decides to read my post today because it will probably put you in a bad mood today :/ I know I was all about the positive energy yesterday and what the hell happened!! Idk but it better flow back this fucking way...

Hell week

Soo I tried to think of something else fun and interesting to write about instead of how I'm about to drown in school work this week but nothing else is on my mind... I most worried about our method section paper! On the other two paper I managed to get high B's, but I'd really like an A on this one. It might be a determining factor in whether I can get an A in the class, and I want it soo bad! Recently this gpa and grad school business has got me stressing as well and I'm not even there yet! I'm retaking two classes next semester and it should put me on a good track but the waiting game is killing me. I'll make it though just have to keep up the positive energy! 

Trying to recover...

So this weekend was the formal, and it was the perfect break I needed before these next two crazy weeks! It was so much fun, but it definitely took a tole on my body. I am exhausted! But it was worth it. I love taking trips to the beach because mainly the warm weather and the seafood! I've recently have tried calms and muscles and they are delicious. At one of the restaurants that we ate at we took muscle shots that was beer cocktail sauce and the muscle in the bottom and they were awesome. But cheers to this week going well and me surviving...  

Too much blogging....

I've become so repetitive with all these blog post... What else is there to write! well I know I could probably come up with something creative if I took the time, but all my time is now taken with school and stress. But these blogs are kinda a stress reliever... if only I could remember to do them all the time. So I guess I'll share something kinda lame... but I like to play pool a lot. Every Tuesday and Thursday I have a break from 2- 3:30 and I play pool with my boyfriend in the student union. Don't get me wrong I really suck! but with all the practicing I've been doing I have been getting a lot better, and I even beat my boyfriend once :) but kinda sad I won't get to play today cause too much work :/ so the stress continues to pile on....

Blogging early...

It feels a little too early to blog right now... I'm feeling a little tired this morning you could say but I have an immense amount of stuff to do today :/ probably more stuff than I estimated time for but I am going to do the impossible and make it all happen. I have such a tight schedule I had to literally write everything down time by time so I can make it happen. The highlight of my day is getting to observe the children, they are so sweet and make my day :) I seriously can't wait to work with children! 

I wish it would stop raining...

So not a clever tittle, but gheez!! I really wish it would stop raining! It's really decreasing my motivation and this week coming up, that's the last thing I need to happen! I guess I'm going to formal this weekend with my boyfriend, and a cooler is the last thing I want to do right now... Along with all my other school work, but I have to get it done :/ but on a brighter note I'll be going to the beach, and it better not be raining there!! So cheers to this week flying by and this weekend slowing down on beach time :) 

Peaceful rainy Monday

Well I haven't done much today, and I'd like to blame it on the rain... But I'm not even upset! I took an awesome nap and had the wildest dream. I know everybody likes to talk about their dreams, but yet nobody is a fan of listening... And I've always been a fan of recapping the really weird and crazy dreams I've had. But I'll spare everybody and not going into details about my crazy dreams. I'm sure if anyone has takin' melatonin they know the crazy dream struggle too. Only problem with napping for so long today is hopefully I'll be able to sleep tonight :/